So I think this is a good place to talk about what has been going on. I think I should blog more, just in case I do disappear off the face of the earth. Maybe so I can know that I’m doing something. I need to write more, art more, live more. I’ve been living in a rut lately, that I do not like. My life has become a meaningless cycle of ideas and ideals since I’ve been in college, and I’ve spent more time thinking and trying to kill myself than I ever want to again. I guess I’m still feeling that way now. Lonelier than ever and so, so tired. But I feel like I can make it through this. I have a life that I was given, and I would like to give it a chance. See what I can do. Maybe. Just a thought.